Till today I thought life is what happens while you're busy making plans.It's true, nothing to change.We are always thinking what to eat at lunch, what to wear, when to leave the house, how to smile, what to do this weekend, where will we be next year, when will find our true love, will we have kids?Will they be precious?How about smart?...And we forget...like 90% of the beautiful memories we could create will never be remembered.Because actually, they wasn't created ever.Because we, the people, stress too much, think too much, consider ourselves too mature and too grown-ups to play around, to smile, to enjoy life!.We get caught in some kind of game we call responsibilities and we cannot forget our duty to everybody but us.this is a reality.The fact I just realized is that life, actually is 10% of what's happening to me and 90% of how I react to it.I didn't say it.John Maxwell said it.And I think he has 100% credibility in your eyes.It would be foolish of me to say he is right.First when I read it, I was a lil bit confused and not really agreed with it.After a moment of thinking, I found out one of the pearls of life.You know, one of the most precious ones.The affirmation "it's not what's going on, it's how you react to what's going on" just became more powerful to me and it has got a whole new meaning.I think it is time for a little change, a good one.A change of view, a new perspective.To be more helpful and less complaining.I will learn how to worry less and I will let joy to perceive in my life.And it will be easier, because I got my friends to help me.And best of all, I got Eddie, what else could have I asked for?
I know, at this point in my life I feel like I have to climb the biggest mountain in my life, and as much as I try to succeed, nothing is going anywhere.Like the more I am challenging myself, the more this mountain sucks up the life out of me.The energy.All I need to keep going.I need to get out of here.To go find my energy, renew my motivation, start a new story, a better one.To find myself again, to rise from my pain.To fly free like a bird and live intensely like a butterfly!To love without waiting stupid signs or answers.To laugh without being embarrassed about my laugh.To cry without the fear that others will think I'm weak.To express my thoughts loudly.To make fun of simple things, and call a bad hair day a disaster...To wake up one morning and know what am I gonna wear today.To stop growing up for just one day and to be able to relieve the child hidden in me.I wanna grow young in heart while I'm growing up in age.
