trusting my Author...

          Life comes to us in phases. At 6-8 months, a tooth, at 1 year old the excitement of discovering, at 3 the grace and beauty in the fairy-tales, at 7 a new start, at 14 new friends, 21 new concepts... and so on. Last year, the adventure of your life, today, a slice of happiness, tomorrow a tear in the corner of your eye, next week - good news... next month... who knows? Surprise is the key-act. 

  Even though I often dared to dream about living my every day life next to my Hubby, I’ve never really take the courage to say it’ll happen now ( or this year). I had my doubts... even though, I knew God can do anything! But here I am.... the lucky one to go to bed every single night with my HH (Handsome Hubby). Do I deserve it? Probably, not. Do I enjoy it? Infinitely! New adventures are around every second’s corner with this guy next to me. He’s the color of my rainbow and the light of my day. No, I don’t have as much “me-time” now, but I don’t miss it (except the writing ... really, I’ve been missing it like crazy!!!). I love getting to know him better and better each day. I want to tell you, friends, God answers prayers. Eddie getting a 10 years visitor visa, is a proof! Bad things turn into good things when life’s lived with Him. Really... like, the paperwork for Eddie. Yes, I spent endless evenings and weekends studying and researching what forms to fill up, what else we needed and at last, we mailed them with a prayer: “Lord, we did out best - it’s in Your hands from now on. You know the future. Do what ever is the best for us!” .. and waited... and waited. Till couple weeks ago, when we got a letter in the mail... All papers were sent back - he was rejected. For the simple reason, we sent 2 forms together. I was sad.. no, I didn’t wrestle with God... but I wished it, in a way. Still, I calmed myself with a reminder of that prayer “do what ever is the best”. We don’t know what will happen next. There are moments when I kind of loose it and I get scared, but He always has His way of shining his light through the darkest cloud.
          Maybe it’s time to learn not any new patch of path must be easier than the old one....

I am a story in the making...