Help wanted!:)

      I wish I could say my bedroom looks like this one.I'm thinking about how organized and neat it is.Yes, I'm in desperate need for help.I need to learn how to be more organized.I will go now and try to clean up my messy room, but I really hope I'll be back today with another post.I miss writing here.:)I miss you guys.Have a wonderful Sunday!
See you!

When God made you ...

           It's been three years since we started to travel through life together, it seems an eternity long, and still so little time spent together...so many unspoken thoughts, so many unseen looks.I am extremely happy I can share my life with you and only you.Never in my life have I felt such a cocktail of feelings, all leading to the same single person: You.I don't think even a drop of them is wasted.I've grown up with you in these last 3 years, I changed and I'm not sorry for that, I am proud I can say I still love you knowing you better.Actually, I love you more than ever and my love for you will never stop growing, because every second of my life I fall in love over and over again, with the same person.I am proud of all your successes.You cheer me up every time I see you, and your voice is the power I need to keep going.Your patience amazes me.Do you remember all those times when we had fun?.I do:).Ice cream is better with you and cotton candy gets much more funnier when we share it.The walks in the park, or through town are just awesome when I get the chance to hold your hand.I like when we go shopping together and you don't get mad waiting for me to decide what shirt fits you better.I like your face when you see a very expensive item.Sometimes I don't really like when you make fun of me, but you're so sweet in those moments cause I can see how u try to be mean but you can't, and your love for me it's so obvious then.I like how you look at me.And I wonder how can you listen to me talking so much nonsense?!...I love when you start to tell me little things about your life, things that make your day and I get mad at people who get you stressed or unhappy.I am jealous of every person who spends more time with you than I do.I feel the most loved person on Earth and I am the happiest I said "Yes!" and soon I'll say "I do!", too.
        I am the most blessed with you.I am extremely excited about our life together and I know, with God and you, nothing is impossible for me.
the song of the day is especially for  you.


I love you.

How do you handle it?

        How do you describe your life?Got the perfect job, perfect house, which you share with a perfect hubby and the 2 kids that now are gone for college?Well, that sounds nice, but my life is pretty far from that view.For the moment, I live with my parents in their house, my fiance is thousands of miles away, I go everyday at the same stinky job, I have no real friends around, and I try to plan a wedding which will take place half-way around the world.But you know what?...I dream.Dreams are my get-away escape.I have big dreams and I know, someday, they will come true.I just know it.I don't want expensive things, like the biggest house on the street, or the last model of Mustang, or whatever.

         I dream about happiness, laughter, peace.I dream about a small cozy place what I can call my own, to stay with Eddie and be happy together.The smile he puts on my face, the peace in my heart knowing I'll go home and he's gonna be there, these "simple" things that make life such a wonderful gift.I dream about that time when I will stay with maDa, drink a cup of hot tea/hot chocolate and talk all the nonsense in the world.I dream about music, well, not music, about listening to music with Eddie, dancing in the moon light.I dream about singing unknown songs with maDa, making up lyrics for the new songs and going crazy over some old song that brings our memories together.

       Yes, for now, my life IS a dream.A beautiful one.I know it's wrong, but I live in past an future.For me, this present is just a small part.I try to enjoy it, too, but I'm not really interested in that.I'm 100% positive, one day I'll miss this "present", but I want to remember it as "that time in my life when I learnt how to cherish friendship and how important it is to built nice memories".

      So, what do you dream about?!How do you built your memories?

song of the day

to-do list

   

  Here are couple of things I want to do in the first half of this year:

-go to the beach in the winter(i guess i'd better hurry up!);

-get a part-time job;

-write mails every day;

-spend more time out;

-visit New York one more time;

-loose 15 lbs;

-take more photos;

-forget what "sad" means;

-make people happy;

-get a haircut;

-read the Bible everyday;

-go to the dentist(help!);

-be happy with what I get.

Music in my life

I am free.

wondering..

Everybody tells me I have to be myself, to know how am I... 

but who am I?!..

This is for maDa..

because she is the bestest friend ever!!! (click on "the bestest")

What if ...

 ...we would be forced to pick one color and live our lives in it?Would you imagine everything in green?Or beige?..Or just blue?...I am happy I have a rainbow life to live in and ENJOY every color and shade of it.

how quickly ?...

          Why do we forget things we should always remember and can't forget those which we should never know about their existence again?!.

song of the day